If you do, you’re not alone.
This experience of living a life in this unpleasant fear and limiting environment sucks the life force out of good people.
The reason you feel like this is not because there is anything wrong with you. We could instead say there is something wrong with the world around us. Hence, the state of the planet.
This is what you want instead.
What if you could feel confident and happy because you had a great network of clever minds.